Caring for Karen and Sharing with Sharon

...late Sunday night. I have had myself a glass of red and a glass of white. No big deal, save the fact that I haven't had anything to drink in QUITE SOME TIME. Well, I had a glass last weekend in NY, but for the most part, I have been real easy on drinking at all. No, I don't have a problem. Far from Betty Ford, but I just decided to lay off. I think sometimes you have to do that. If you let liquor, music, or anything aside from religion remain a constant part of your life, your maturity will be stunted. Well, you evaluation of your maturity anyway. You will be unable to evaluate your life without that noun.

At any rate, been up to a lot of stuff. Where to begin? I have been working, yes I know...George has a job. Where? (title should be a hint) Well, that is not as important as the fact that I have been stuggling with the balance between it and my "other" job. Granted, being a starving artist is cute when they are observing you for RENT or some other Bohemian-like play, television series, etc. But even the artist has to eat. I grabbed a part time joint in an effort to remind myself of what I never want to HAVE to do. But I am soooo very good at it, that they keep calling me and scheduling more appointments for me that I want. It is somewhat depressing. All of the people I work with are making a career out of what they do. I notice that they truly fit their lives into the hours they have off from work. They schedule their truest passions and most earnest desires into the hours after 5 and before 9...and weekends. Not me, every time I walk through the doors, I realize that I could be using the time so much more productively. Don't let your reality squeeze your dream out of your head.

"JRenee" says she might start blogging again. I really hope she does. She has had a little man for some months now. I guess-timate some months, because she told me about it a few weeks ago, so that probably means she had him for a second. I wish her the best. Really I do. But I will also help her draft the "Dear John" if she needs. LOL.

Um...Jigga is still the best. R.I.P. B.I.G.
Inside Man? OH you mean you haven't seen it yet? So then you aren't ready to talk about the fact that Spike brought back the BOMB (it makes you get your freak on?!?!?) or the desensitization of the young boy eating pizza, playing vidoe games in the safe? Okay, I will wait on you.

Capote...Ray...Malcom X. Yeah they stand ALONE. And yes I am including Nixon. I love Hopkins as much as the next guy.

I really want to write about my current situation. Mostly because I want to figure it out. I want to put it on paper. But a while ago I let too many people know that I blogged. And those same people who all saw Malcom Lee's "The Best Man" would never believe me when I said it had nothing to do with them.....so for that reason alone, I created another blog. One that nobody knows about. I will write the rest of my thoughts there...than maybe I can figure them out.

Thought this was going to be a much more revealing/interesting entry...but I am lazy...and I want to get to the good stuff. See you on the other joint.